Confused me…

Been a while since i feel numb and confused… And some uncertainty, with a tipsy bit of heartless-ness. I don’t really know what’s wrong with me… But i do know the last time i allowed myself to ’embrace’ such feelings / emotions, was about a year back, the time when Yao and i broke up for an official 2nd time. Why we broke up? Why an official 2nd time? Not in the right state of mind to narrate such a long story… I’ll leave it for another day… ***** Back to feeling numb and confused… Perhaps it’s work. Perhaps there’s a change of heart. Perhaps things in life aren’t as perfect as it seemed to be. I don’t really know…

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