We had a meeting yesterday, for our on-going project.
It’s going for parallel system run by December…
Which happened to be during my exams…
Furthermore, 2 of my colleagues are going on long leave during that period.
Due to the lack of manpower and me, being more ‘fluent‘ in the work process of this system, my boss requested that i give my coming December exam, a miss.
I agreed to it.
Did she forced me?
Or did i give up?
In a way…
I’m more than happy to give it a miss.
Even though mom feels that i’m being forced to give up, due to this project and wasting my money.
Guess it’s due to lack of mood, to study for my Marketing Fundamentals paper.
It’s just me…
I always lack the motivation to study, no matter how much i wanna pass that blardy expensive exam, which cost $155 per paper.
And not forgetting the uber expensive membership fee, at $265.
And… text books cost me $220 :X
Perhaps part of me gave up, before everything could start.
Just sent a query to the institute, waiting for an answer or an approval.
By force, i chose to give up.
By choice, i force myself to accept.