After an hour long conversation cum argument with goldfish…
A few questions came to mind…
Are you satisfy with what you have, in relationship?
What if someone better comes along, who could satisfy all your wants and needs (think clean, it wasn’t on anything sexual, mind you), would you jump ship if you are still choosing and yet to be married, in God’s name?
I’m somewhat satisfied and happy with what i have.
But how happy, i would say… barely.
Barely touching the HAPPY zone.
I could go on and on about who, how when, where and why over and over again…
But to make it short, it has truly been a while since i dare say, I’ve nothing else i want, be it things money can buy or emotion needs.
And if someone better comes along, yes i would probably jump ship if that person could make me feel that i love him enough to give up my comfort zone.
Perhaps it seem selfish and self-centered of me, if i’m seeing anyone exclusively.
But i would rather be selfish and self-centered now, then to be joined in holy matrimony, give it all up for a fling or affair and eventually end up boosting the divorce ratio in Singapore.
Finding someone who makes me feel complete, happy and truly satisfied.
I’m not asking too much, am i?
Especially when I’m not trying to get on the express train to marriage.
It’s more of a topic i use to test and scare people away.
Think about it, ask yourself…
Is this enough?
Does that special someone make you feel happy and would your love for him/her be able to make you guys last, till you end up side-by-side on rocking chairs with grandchildren running around you two?
If it is, good for you and i envy you 🙂
If it isn’t, work things out, come to a compromise or solution…
As for me…
I’ll work on sorting my life out.