Maybe.

Seeing one of my oldest friend from gaming world earlier, was probably one of the happiest things that happened this month… knowing how well he’s doing and how happy he is, i’m extremely happy for him.

Somehow, seeing him triggered some thoughts and allowed stuff to ‘clear’.

Remembering how carefree and happy we all were…
Spending hours after hours in a lanshop, gaming and yelling at each other, not having any responsibilities and burdens to bear… but now, it’s a totally different scenario.

We changed, diff. priorities in life…
Less wild and playful, know what’s important and what’s socially acceptable and not. 

But i guess we are still doing things we love, we enjoy.

Him, in gaming.

Me, behind the scenes and staring at a screen.

Maybe all this growing up isn’t so bad.
The changes and challenges we faced, made us adapt better to whatever is thrown at us.

Maybe it’s all for the better.

Maybe.

 

“I used to live without a care…
Happy and free…
But as years go by, responsibilities grew and things changed…
No longer the innocent and wild…
Just a jaded self in a shell…
With obligations to the world.”