Patience…

It feels odd to receive comments, on me having patience…
When i’ve known for the longest time, i lack it.

Especially when it comes to getting / waiting for answers…
I really rather get it over and done with asap, as i know at times my mind goes into overdrive and comes up with outrageous conclusions that tends to scare or annoy people.

This is probably one of my weakest points…
Very impatient + agitated, happens more when i’m tired.

I’m not exactly sure if it’s a daily event, since not many dare tell me about it.
But upon analyzing current / existing issues, it seems that i get extremely impatient with a handful…
Even though it’s just a handful, it still doesn’t make it right to be impatient with them…

Guess i still have much to learn, control and tweak…
Esp. mindset, changing how i see things and re-categorizing those few people.

And my apologies to those few…
Sorry guys…

Time to add new goals…

4 thoughts on “Patience…

  1. Having patience is probably one of my top priorities too. There are just times when we lost it and yet like you mentioned, it didn’t make it right to lose it. One story which I have always used to remind myself when I feel that I am losing it, is the story of a father and a boy. The boy was known to have very bad temper and one day his father asked him to hit a nail into the fence every time he felt he is getting angry. And the boy followed what his father asked. Every time he felt like he is getting angry, he hit a nail into the fence. Soon he found that it was easier to control his temper than to hit the nail into the fence. And so he controlled his temper. Until he told his father he did not need the nail anymore. Then his father brought him to the fence and asked him to pull out a nail. He did manage to pull one out but the hole and scar of the nail remained. The father explained to him that every time he got angry with someone, he might have said bad things or done bad things to that person and like the hole and scar of the nail, it could not be removed.

  2. I’m in the same mood as you are today – worse for me is I wanted so much to post it out loud today but just can’t as it involeve issues tat is too emotional and complicated.. most frustrating and annoyed me right now is I forever won’t get the answers to my doubts rite now so maybe waiting is my only solution – wondering when I’ll be able to get my solitude yet when back home I have to put on mask not to worry my family with my own stupid mistakes… cheers cheers dear blogger
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