touching song which one of my friends sung last night while ktv-ing…
a song that brought back memories and flashbacks, making me wished this song was out at that time when needed…
sometimes, we do things or make certain choices, knowing it’ll hurt the one we love but felt that it’ll be better for the other person, we went ahead thinking it’ll lead to a different path.
the justice of peace for Jo’s solemnization said this earlier…
it’s always good to keep saying ‘i love you’ to your other half, even when you are mad at each other, to remind self the good in each other.
because when couples fight, nasty words would be said in a fit of anger…
although it was said during fit of anger and apologies were said, the damage remained, sometimes till old age or death.
i couldn’t help but agree wholeheartedly.
still remembering certain things that person said years ago, about God, family and faith…
thus not wanting to prove him or myself it could have work, i only knew how to keep running away or avoiding, even though back then feelings were sufficient to work it out.
can’t help but always doubt myself.
and guess it was the same for him back then.
and the past will be left as past…
for we have both moved on, having respective partners.
honestly, it’s taking me a while to get this section of my past outta my system…
my apologies, getting overly sentimental these days but i’m glad i have DD’s understanding and close friends’ support and listening ear. *hugs DD*
what my colleague said was true, after having spent most of those 7 years with that person, to truly be fine with things and come to terms with the change in your friendship and feelings, it’ll just require more time and effort. the slight heartache will be there but over time, it wouldn’t hurt as much or bother much anymore.
eventually, things and people can be replaced by something or someone better.
if for the better, then that’s all it matters and it’ll be through God’s hands, for hope of lasting happiness.
thank you for being so patient and sorry for the hurt which was caused throughout the 7 years, all which you had done are greatly appreciated and remembered. we had some good times and really shitty ones, which you constantly amazed me by forgiving with love and standing by me. perhaps to you, it doesn’t matter if we would still be friends, for you have someone who shares your faith, who cares and you could devote your time and love to. i can only pray and hope one day, we’ll be able to talk and share like we used to, as friends.
god bless and take care m.y.