Thoughts: Revert

re·vert/riˈvərt/ Verb: Return to (a previous state, condition, practice, etc.). Met up with a few old gaming friends and newer bunch last week. For the old bunch, it felt like old times, when we used to game, supper and chat over coffee and second hand smoking (for me, that is). For the bros, they felt I’ve changed a lot in the past 2 years, mellowed a lot and soften my approach on things and ideas. Which I agreed, perhaps for relationships as well, since I’ve been through quite a life changing one lately. One suggested that I revert back to my old self, the wild, over confident smug i was long ago but others felt, there isn’t a need to.…

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Music: 我懷念的 – 蕭敬騰

我问为什么 那个人传简讯给我 而你为什么 不解释低着头沉默 我该相信你很爱我 不愿意敷衍我 还是明白 你已不想挽回什 么 想问为什么 我不再是你的快乐 可是为什么 却苦笑说我都懂了 自尊常常将人拖着 把爱都走曲折 假装了解是怕 真相太赤裸裸 狼狈比失去难受 我怀念的是无话不说 我怀念的是一起作梦 我怀念的是争吵以后 还是想要爱你的冲动 我记得那年生日 也记得那一首歌 记得那片星空 最紧的右手 最暖的胸口 谁记得 谁忘了 最暖的胸口 谁忘了 我怀念的是无言感动 我怀念的是绝对炽热 我怀念的是你很激动 求我原谅抱得我都痛 我记得你在背后 也记得我颤抖着 记得感觉汹涌 最美的烟火 最长的相拥 谁爱得太自由 谁过头太远了 谁要走我的心 谁忘了那就是承诺 谁自顾自地走 谁忘了看着我 谁让爱变沉重 谁忘了要给你温柔 我还有想要爱你的冲动 我记得那年生日 也记得那一首歌 记得那片星空 最紧的右手 最暖的胸口 我放手 我让座 假洒脱 谁懂我多么不舍得 太爱了 所以我 没有哭 没有说 ***** Sung the original version of this song, by Sun Yanzi and tears came rushing out… The suppressed feelings finally released and from that day on, i felt more human than i had been for the past months. But… 我还有想要爱你的冲动… 有多傻,还是螃蟹的云云猫。

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